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everything i've lost-today, i wanted my innocence back. i tore apart my room looking for the only old journal i never destroyed. i wanted to talk to my twelve-year-old self, andeverything i've lost-
tell myself what i know now. i tore my room apart, my closet strewn on my floor,
as i realized it wasn't where it should have been. between my paint set, forgotten easter candy and the black plastic box where my prom pictures should have been. i sank to my knees as i realized that some things are just gone. some things are just gone.


bottled boats.you said, "time is too precious a thing to waste, but be careful not to let it hurt you." so i took an hourglass and cracked it down the side, let the grains of sand trickle onto my pillow, and laid down to sleep, to lock time away in my dreams. that way, no time could be wasted, and it would all be safe around me. "but no," you said, shaking your head with sad, blank eyes. "dreams are as imprisoning as water. and water holds nothing but the fish." so i stuck my head into the snow until my nose bled with cold, hoping to freeze time in it's essence. i would have stayed there until the fish in my brain stopped swimming, but yobottled boats.
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Don't ever take life too seriously....
Nobody gets out alive anyway.
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